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| So.. I just read my em gai's (Kristina) little blog. Ugh How can she be moving and leaving me here :( Going up to Norcal and crap leaves me more inspiration than ever to move up there as well. :) I have my reasons. Hehe so summer's been going WONDERFULLY. I'm hoping for the best and hoping it'll stay the way it is... I've had to let go of some things but that only proves that one faithful saying: Life goes on.... right? *sigh*
Anyways, Turning sweeter 17 pretty soon :) and i'm spending it with the coooolest people in the world. I can't name who yet because I don't wanna spoil that sweet feeling of Them knowing who they are. I know theres a ginormous chance no one's gonna read this but Ohhhh well.
I woke up way too early this morning and I WOULD take a nice nap.. but i have work pretty soon :( then after a nice dinner with my Other Half<3 and some guys! okay im just speaking outta my mind now :) just spittin. so once i have more interesting things to update this xanga page with, ill do so next time.
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| Everytime I fall out of love, or want to... I keep hearing the perfect love songs that motivate me to keep holding on. Ironic how those come at the moments we don't want. :( I honestly pray that he and I will work things out, despite his psycho-obsessed-crazy-exgirlfriend. Tell me, feelings are never enough are they? Loving someone isn't enough because included in that package is that thing called Trust. Oh, and can't forget loyalty too. Without those, is it really love? Honestly i don't think so. Yet I love him when I can't even trust him fully with my heart. I keep on believing and dreaming that he isn't telling any lies.. But at the same time, that girl is telling me different stories. I'm so over this drama.. because she can't really back her shit straight and he hasn't proved himself innocent yet. I'm caught in the middle and the only person I can trust is me. I know forsure I'm the only one who's not lying besides one of those two so.. YEAH. This shit gives me a headache every damn day and I know I deserve SO MUCH BETTER. But better's not enough for me because I feel like my heart's already settled on this guy. Sigh, love. Oh love stop making a fool of me. I'm praying he knows better than his stupid actions before. I just wish I could read his mind and see what the Helll his motives are. But, I guess I have no choice but to believe him since I love him so much.
Hahahaa, this is such a big ramble :( It's like a little fight inside my head with pros and cons. I guess time will tell all.
Love, Joanna
P.S. I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL :(
P.P.S. I'M CRAVING JALAPENO POPPERS. AHAHA
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| oh well this is a meaningless blog :) haha only cause im bored and i SHOULD be studying for finals blalblblablaaah. i just miss typing random stufff for everyone to see haha. well anyways summer's coming soon AND I CANT WAIT<33 hopefully ryan is coming too? him being here... wow i dont know where to begin on how awesome that'd be. so yeah, i've got pretty wacky teachers this year ever since the start of 2nd semester. now my grades are really borderline so should i care? or should i just flow with it. yea, im so tired of school but who isnt? hehe on that note,
CONGRATULATIONS CLASS OF '07!!!!!!!
remember to visit us back at uni :) and good luck in college cause i know you alll will do so well.
i reallly miss my other half. we'll have our chance when CKC has that roadtrip and fosho, disneyland on 7/15!
hehee my birthday's coming up soon too :) sweet 16 babyyy! gosh, i remember like it was just yesterday when i just entered middle school. eeeeh time flies yupyup.
yea this is way longer than i expected :] if anyone wants to hang out during summer, you know who to call !
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| Good morning, everyone :) Yesterday, Angela (my Cheese) celebrated her birthday with Calise, Hannah, and me. We ate at BJ's and we had such a chills time. Here's some pics:  Yup, I love these girls :].   Ahahahaaaaah  Me and Oompa Loompa  Me and Cheese    Happy 16th Birthday, ANGELA CHONG! :) I hope you threee had fun karaoke'ing hahah. I'm so glad I got to spend one special night with you. I realllly had fun Yeyuhh<3 And here's some pictures from earlier, with my two close-since-elementary friends. I love them muchos:   haarharhahrar What a great way to start off Winter Break. Goshhh, I'm so happy :) I should be sleeping right now, it's freakin 7:38 in the mornin. RAWR, Other half, if you're reading this.. I just wanted to let you know I'm sorry I couldn't make it to your performance on wednesday :( .. But, when it's up on youtube, LET ME KNOW, i wanna seee my baby girl work that thang ;) yupyup, i love you and i hope to see you soon, k?! hahha, on that note, EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT HOLIDAY. CHRISTMAS, NEW YEARS, AND WHATEVER YOU CELEBRATE. don't drink too much,and just cherish what's left of 2006. :) Love, peace, and chicken grease  | | |
| HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONEEE! 
Harhar, ain't that cute? :) I'm getting into the holiday mood and by the time Christmas comes, I think I'll be overwhelmed with warm feelings. Woo, yeahh. The only thing missing this year is my Pancake. His picture is at the bottom of this entry... :( Yeah, I hope to see him soon. Life will finally be complete.. Hm :) This year, I've wanted SOME things but that's only for me to know. Honestly, the only thing I reallllly want is for my family to be happy, see Other Half<3, for the soldiers from Iraq to come back, for the children in Africa to have better living conditions, and RYAN. Yeah, I know that's more than one thing. myyyy badd. haha Gosh what's up with the weather lately? I swear my toes are gonna freeze and fall off soon. This weekend will be busy for me. I gotta celebrate ANGELA CHONG'S (my cheese) 16th BIRTHDAY, perform dance again, last minute Christmas shopping, and UH I just blanked out. ahha. I hope everyone gets what they want. Call me up during winter break and we'll chill :) YAAAY! okay that's enough for now. Here's a picture of the man of my dreams; I think we're meant to be:
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